Last night my boyfriend were at my house and I was trying to explain my mortifying habit of becoming so emotional that sometimes I cry when we’re together because I love him so much. It is beyond embarrassing, because in my head I think of myself as a cold as ice motherfucker and yet in reality I am such a spineless teary wimp
Now I cry about a lot of things, including but not limited to any episode of Lost featuring Sawyer’s past, but when I cry because I love my boyfriend I feel like an enormous cliché as well as a crazy mess. During the discussion agreed I can be a cry baby but he didn’t really understand crying because I’m happy.
Then he thought about it and came out with this gem: “I think I sort of get it actually. It doesn’t happen to me often but when I was out the other night this amazing song came on and I did feel a little tear well up in one of my eyes.”
It was the first time in my life I’ve ever literally hit my head on a desk in frustration.
One Comment
Urgh I am exactly like that. I’ve cried so much recently though that I don’t know whether I’m happy or sad.